i did this on my own as a wee youngin- that's how i know it's real. i made time and i paid much attention. i told the adult i was fine because i felt like i was going deeper than anyone else could go with me and i didn't want to add anymore stress- i also really did think i was fine... parents become too distracted and overworked- it's easier on them to accept that at least one of their children is okay... HA! i can feel the subconcious- its like a weight that drags you down or it can be uplifting when it's full of positivity. obviously when we are inundated over and over with crap it goes somewhere- we are like sponges. always sucking up stuff and thinking about things that have already happened- over and over and over. i remember always asking why people were so shitty... i noticed myself and when i would become angry or do stupid things... i eventually figured out the roots- I'm still figuring out roots and i linked it to my behaviours and behaviour affects EVERYTHING.
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