my mother decided that she would put my middle name on my ticket... something kept telling me to wait to get my passport so i kept waiting and then realized why when she sent me my flight info....
this whole thing started out because my mum essentially decided that she wanted to get the !@#$ out of here. it's been a pretty intense couple of years for her for sure. she put it out to the universe and came across an ad on craigslist-6 month stay in thailand for free with the exchange of keeping up the grounds etc. when she put it out to the universe she received back that if it wasn't for her than it was for me... i didn't know all of this until after i decided to not enter practicum for school. -the option was put out there prior to me leaving but that was not why i left. i left because i was losing my mind and figured it was the most responsible thing to do... i don't regret it. more details on all that later... I'm still trying to process it all. i went away to the island for a weekend and spent most of the time in the forest... id been contemplating all weekend everything that was going on in my life and on the ferry on the way back to the mainland the answer came to me loud and clear...
....it was time to stop. it was time to change everything...
soooooo... here i am now... passport office all morning after i finish this gnarly coffee... then back to work.
i spent last night hanging out with my friend jake. he's a keeper. i miss the guy. he's always up for any adventure. i hope he figures out some way to get himself to thailand while I'm there :)
rad.
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