im not gonna lie... i am holding myself back by living on the fence by trying to put all the pieces together before i jump off. however i feel like this is a smart move. a whole lot of great and a whole lot of growth are ahead of me, i know that much. this ENERGY stuff is REAL. think about it... we all complain about the feelings we receive when we are around other people, places or things that give off negative energy right? so if we are okay to say that energy is real in those cases than doesn't it make sense that energy also could exist in other circumstances? why not? its when we decide to live open and not closed off to things.... because of fear.... that we begin to allow ourselves to experience... MORE. in my opinion it just seems boring to live life in a bubble... doing the same thing day after day for an entire life.
>>>>i just read over this blog and realized that people can't read my mind so i must also add that the kinds of energy I'm referring to are the energetic beings that dwell in a dimension above our own but that can enter our dimension here on earth when they so choose.<<<< think of layers. everyone walking on the planet is all on one energy wavelength (layer) exactly the same together if certain people don't evolve. when people evolve it means that they are able to connect to various things that people around that cannot. an evolving individual starts to be able to connect to energy fields above the one here on earth as well as with the energetic beings that visit us here on earth.
society has clogged the experiences of our existence. everything that is preached to us about the ways in which we are supposed to live in order to be successful in my opinion are pretty much all wrong. in order to evolve you must unclog your life and your thoughts and start questioning your beliefs. basically, go back on everything you have been taught and ask yourself if it's true for you, not true because everyone else is doing it. it all depends on what you want to get out of life etc. what an individuals goals are. at the end of the day being true to myself has been the most important thing. why live any other way? anyways... its all a choice to evolve. you have to want to and be courageous enough to throw yourself into the unknown and remember that pain exists for learning, you are going to be tested and you are going to screw up. learn from it and start listening. give yourself more credit because it is actually built into us to know what is really up... and what is not beneficial.
i was really busy thinking that i was crazy because i didn't understand what i was going through and because i know that it's easier to just succumb to the views around me, forgetting that people haven't had the experiences that i have...
i have been lucky enough to be assisted in the evolution of my being<<< circumstances, challenges, a lot of hard work, a lot of time alone and a lot of listening have brought me here.
but the more i evolve spiritually and energetically the more free i become, the more life i get to live, the more fulfilled and happy i become. my life gets more and more interesting everyday and i am becoming more open to learning now as the time carries on. other things get difficult like relating to people and having certain conversations but eventually everything is going to sort it self out.
a quick note>> treat me with the same respect you expect to receive.
i will not tolerate being yelled at or treated as less than by anymore "friends" that feel the need to try and "teach" me. i have become much more wise when selecting who i want to learn from and steering clear of those whose intentions are strictly ego driven. the further away i get from the ways in which those people have chosen to "be" the closer i feel to awesome. i have learned from them... i have learned that just because someone may be considerably gifted in one area of their life it doesn't mean that are competent in the rest.............
i feel grateful for the fact that i will eventually be able to explain all that i will be able to explain and am okay with it being all a broken puzzle right now.... maybe it will be a broken puzzle forever in various aspects... who knows.... i am also extremely grateful for the time and help i am receiving right now and the space in thailand that i will have. i have always known that i have needed a team and i do. i know that i cannot do everything on my own and i truly do not wish to either because everyones life experiences have been different. i learn from everyone around me all the time, all day when i am open to it... sucking in information like a sponge. i believe that holding these beliefs have helped me to become the person that i am today. one of the people that has tried to push their information on me told me that they saw me in my forties, looking back on my life and regretting the whole thing but i can sit here with feelings of great gratitude for the life i have lead so far so there is no way that statement could be true.
the first step is to QUESTION EVERYTHING. if it doesn't sit right with you there is a reason why.......
its funny because people tell me that i have a gift or that i am different but it's only because i have been able to break free from certain constraints. i believe that every human is also capable of exactly what i have achieved and will achieve.
i am here to assist. i am here to give people back to themselves. i am here to challenge you to get back on your path. does life not suck times a million when you're off of it? it has sucked for me.
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